I have been around..just not to this part of my blogosphere!! I am still at home, looking for jobs and the agents are not helping!!

One of my favourite ppl has passed away..and I am still coming to terms with it. I do know that death is inevitable, but then why is it hard to accept that she is gone???? isn't knowledge supposed to make things better..or was it understanding/realization??

A few of our friends (families) have gone on l-o-n-g holidays of 2 months and 3 months to Lanka. another family to India, Lanka and the middle east and a bachelor friend has been around Europe in 30 days. I have been stuck here in Sydney for the past 40 odd months and have only been to Melbourne and Canberra( thank god for cousins and flower shows!!). I got a bit grumpy and irritated regarding that last week( Nah..that hasn't got me going anywhere!!). I am not bothered abt these things usually. it's when u go sumwhere and half the usual ppl are missing due to the fact that they are on holidays...THEN it hits.

I think I compare too much.